Do you ever wonder what you really want in your life?

What will make you do anything just to fight for it?

I guess every single people will have a unique answer for it 

What i really want for my life?

Hoping that i could always stay beside my loves!

that might seems silly somehow 

but that is my biggest dream in my life.. 

For me, my family will be the first forever in my life 

i wont hesitate to do anything for them

and nothing could beats this ever!

the moment i said i love you,

i really meant it 

the moment i said i do,

i really will do anything for it 

all i ever want just to be secured.. 

i hate the feeling of being unsecured all the way 

i hate the feeling of being alone 

especially in a place that i am not familiar with 

it makes me suffocate to death 

it does!

i am not regret of making my decision of being here, of being far away from my family again, 

 this is what i choose and i will continue with all these no matter what 

at least it could make us understand each other better too i guess

it could be a really hard question for me to answer that are you being the right one 

a really hard one~

too many things happened in between these three months, 

i will try not to give up easily of our relationship especially after almost 1 year of being together

and after went through so many tough moments..

HONESTY !

THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME EVER!