虛驚一場～

早上，突然受到某人說有沒有人用他的卡訂酒店，

因為他收到銀行信息說他被扣錢了，

結果一個信息吧我們全都嚇死了，

他匆忙的打電話取消他的卡；

我匆忙的打電話問他們的旅館， 

到最後！

原來是旅館早上自動扣了他的錢，

而且還有發郵件通知他了，

可是他沒看到，只收到銀行的簡訊～

然後，卡取消＝ 沒付款，

還好我先問了如果真的沒有先付費的話，

是否可以現場才付，

所幸的是一切都沒問題。。。

結果，本來的睡意被驚醒了。。

今天很乖，從他7點出去上課我也就醒來一直到現在～

平時都需要睡至少10個小時的我，

搞不好中午直接睡死><!

萬里岸海邊 #happygirl #dating

It was a throwback post for last Saturday,

we went for beach again after all~ huhu

i just simply told him we can ride to beach again when the weather turn nice, 

and then, someone suddenly called me to get prepare on Saturday,

he would be at my doorstep at 3pm..

ok lo, since he did so much effort to bring me out, 

so i got no any reason else for rejecting this offer right?? :p

LOVE beach!!  #happygirl+1

but, it was so cold there and my ear started to be painful ><!

and we played the kite, #happygirl+2

see! that strong wind make the sotong flied so high even we didnt need to hold it,

jjj just tied the threat together with my sweater lol~~

acted like a tourist as well! 

found this very funny cuz i wonder what things made me laugh so hard

until i opened my mouth so so so damn BIG?! 

some other random shoots, 

this photos were actually taken using his smart watch, 

we put his phone on the floor, and use his phone to control the camera

this is the tested photo as we tried to shoot a jumping photo,

but....

outcome lol~

i guess we couldnt get familiar with his watch's timer...

tried so many times, and this is the most successful one out of others..

夕陽無限好，只是近黃昏～

and the last photo, he kept asking for the love shape><!

yer, i felt so awkward doing such thing actually, 

but i changed my mind last second before the photo was captured,

and unexpected, the outcome was just fine <3

Lalalala...

29/3/2016

We went for carefour just now, 

hahah, just to buy my house toilet paper purposely lol~

so free cuz he went for uni class and car maintenance,

only left one hours+ in between his night class later moment he reach my house, 

i said i want to buy toilet paper at some mini market near my house, 

but then he fetched me to go carefour, 

with my ugly sleeping pyjamas ><!

luckily i got the big jacket to hide my inner clothes..

nutella<3 #happygirl+3

8 packs with only 150ntd,

he bought it without thinking much, 

siao people, cuz he just said he want to stop eating sugar like few seconds ago before he saw this promotion, 

then he forgot what he said at the first jor@@

a dai with his nutella~

oh ya, lastly,

tb a lil bit Sunday when we went to Ximending,

shunbian treated him dinner as pre celebration for his birthday.. haha

we actually walked around 12km that day, from taipei station to ximending, 

 hang around there, shopping and looking for SOMETHING,

then walked back again to taipei station at last to take train and have dinner there, 

cuz someone insisted want to eat pizza and he thought there was a pizza buffet there,

BUT then, i think that shop already zaplap lar....

shocking me when there was notification saying the most steps i have walked on that day, 

after i clicked inside only i noticed it was 11.58km?!!

what???

gamfei that much? 

yet it was nice,cuz i didnt feel tired at all actually :)

oh ya, he bought me another anklet that day as well 

#happygirl+4

and also this little blue moomin earrings!!

#happygirl+5

#happygirl1+ #happygirl2 +#happygirl3 +#happygirl4 + #happygirl5 = #spoiledgf

and more to come... lalalala

  

初衷

如果有一天，

當你發現其實你最嚮往的人、事、物

不是你一直在追求的，

而是默默在你身後跟著你、陪伴你的那些，

你是否會願意放開所有，

找回初心？

1st Room Cleaning in 2016

i slept like 5am yesterday, and rush to group meeting at 930am this morning~ 

woke up at 8am which mean like i was only slept for like 3 hours?! 

lol, the moment i stepped into the train, 

i already decided to skip the afternoon class again,

such a super lazy student ><!

then i got back home like around 1pm, 

without having any lunch, 

i took nap in his house for few hours until he woke me for dinner~ 

lalalala, super lazy gf as well ><!

BUT then, 

after i came back to my own room, 

without hesitating much, 

i started to vacuum and mop the floor,

 then decided to change the bedsheet as well,

now i am finishing with all the cleaning, 

on the dehumidifier and start doing the laundry..

this semester is going to be a hectic one, 

so many assignments and presentations needed to be done, 

group meeting, group meeting and group meeting, 

i was having 3 different groups out of 6 classes, 

luckily the others 3 are only having homework and exams,

but still, super tough subject for me! 

my brain stop functioning whenever i saw alot of calculation and statistics..

issh!! 

now, i need to rest for a while before starting my group assignment for the week,

another hectic friday to go later~

super miss the spring and sakura in korea!! 

keep raining for few days in Taiwan, hais....

決定

世界很大，沒有真正出去闖過都不會發覺自己想要的是什麼。

以前我總以為畢業以後我會為了他留在台灣隨便找一份工作，和他一起建立一個新的生活。

但是，最近我改變我的想法了，

我想在畢業之後離開這裡，回到馬來西亞、甚至是新加玻也好（至少那邊有很朋友）

然後找一份工作，

最主要的並不只是一份工作那麼簡單，

而是希望透過這樣能讓我找到自己真正想要的是什麼

我曾經告訴過他我會離開，雖然很很不正式，

他都說不行><!

雖然還有一年的時間才會畢業，還有一年的時間可以慢慢想，

可是現在我的想法是這樣~

我始終覺得分離有時候不是什麼壞事，

如果有緣分，最終還是會在一起~

現在的我只清楚，

自己至少先要有自己的事業和一些小積蓄才應該步入人生的下一段，

我不緊張，因為我更不想要將來的我會後悔~

2016-3-13 JJJ parents birthday

photo which we took yesterday in jjj sis's house..
finally got the chance to meet his niece again afterall..
really so cute that i couldnot stop keep playing with her.. she somemore keep asking for my 抱抱as well..
haha.. guess i really love kids alot..

happy time ended fast and im facing monday blues this moment~😒😒  feeling to skip the class so much..
weather was just too nice and cold to be just cuddle with my pillow and hide inside my blanket~~


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怎樣的愛？

最近有個煩惱圍繞著我， 

不算是什麼太大的煩惱， 

只是....

當你周圍開始很多一個接一個的朋友還結婚的時候， 

是不是代表著我們已經是在這個人生新chapter開始的階段了？

從前從前，我不會也不屑， 

也搞不懂為什麼很多人總是在覺得自己該要結婚的時候而隨著大波浪漂流。。

一直以來當我看到有些人明明就是不想結婚、不想定性， 

可能沒有很愛他的另一半，卻為了結婚而結婚。

我以為我不會那樣，可是最近有個問題讓我想不開。

到底，何謂真正的愛一個人？

放心，我這樣問不是代表我的感情狀況有問題，

只是不知從何時開始，可能是前兩個禮拜某件事情啟發了這個問題

那麼真正愛一個人的定義是什麼？

有人告訴我說就是每天想要見面、會想他等～

無可否認，我會想他、也會希望每天和他見面，

只是我在懷疑我到底有多愛他？

這份愛足夠讓我們彼此一直走下去嗎？

這份愛足夠讓我從此留在這裡、離鄉背井嗎？

有人告訴我說，當你覺得不確定的時候，千萬不要結婚， 

不然以後你一定會很後悔..

在這裡有很多人問我為什麼那麼勇敢偉大為了愛來到台灣， 

可是其實我想說的是， 

我並沒有很偉大，換句話說， 

我只是在給自己兩年的期限，看我們彼此的愛到底能走多遠～

當他朋友問他為什麼我會選擇在他家附近租房子，而不是在學校附近，去學校還要那麼遠時候，

當他告訴他們說我都可以為了他從那麼遠過來，難道還在乎去學校那個時間的時候， 

其實在心裡我會回答說搞不好就只是這兩年時間而已，

我也記得我問過他，如果我當初沒來台灣的話，我們會怎樣？

他說有可能會分手。。

我不知道，可是當下其實我會難過，因為對我而言遠距離不是很大的問題，

當然他說的也沒錯，當一對情侶長時間在異地生活，

想法習慣都不一樣，拖下去最後也剩下結束。

現在想想當初給自己定下的兩年是為了什麼， 

是為了看我們有多愛彼此；看我是否喜歡台灣生活；

看我是否能適應這裡的生活；看我和他的家人能不能相處等～

「如果到最後發現這些都不是我想要的，我喜歡的，我會離開」

這是我給自己的諾言。

來這裡已半年了，我有點害怕這個約定到最後並不是為了自己，

而是已經成了習慣，

有可能我不喜歡這裡，但我習慣留在這裡；

有可能我適應不了這裡，但我習慣留在他身邊；

有可能我和他家人文化有差距，但我習慣了這樣的相處模式。。

我害怕到最後就是這些一大堆的習慣攪混了我的初心..

我有時候會想，如果畢業之後我告訴他說我想回馬來西亞了，

他會怎樣？

其實或許我從來沒把這裡當成是我的家，這只是個過渡期，

就像是以前在韓國一樣，這裡暫時對我來說就是一個上課的地方， 

暑假了我就會迫不期待的奔回家去，

就如同他說的，一刻也不想要多待在這個地方，

學期剛開始不久，我就已經買好機票暑假回家兩個月了～

現在的情況就好像是，我在這裡念碩士的同時也談著戀愛，

但其實我心裡壓根就沒有考慮過我在台灣的未來， 

也或許我已經習慣在心裡覺得畢業了就會離開了，

和以往一樣，在這裡上課最開心的就是等放假，

因為放假就能回家了！ 

這就是我的最大動力，如果那天畢業之後在這裡上班

沒有假期、沒有暑假，一年才能回去一兩個禮拜， 

我真不知道我該拿什麼來支持我留在這裡的目的。

他一直告訴我說結婚了會有自己的家庭，

生活重心會改變就會有不同的想法了，

但是， 這個問題就會回到我最初的問題之上， 

到底是怎樣的愛才足以能夠讓我留在這裡？